My heart, my fellow traveler
It has been decreed again
That you and I be exiled,
go calling out in every street,
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So many charming flowers loved me:
Some of them were Daisy, Lily, Jasmine and Rose
But I loved the one among them was Rose
''Rose- The Queen of flowers'',
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Distant bells open my eyes
Bringing me back to where i am
My dream now lost in my mind
I'm awake as I'll ever be
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The perfect silence
of your eyes
as I look into
your thoughts
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Darkly wrapping ourselves in lonliness,
Withdrawing inside a wearisome heart
In no way prepares our life in readiness
To encounter the time when true love can start.
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March month of 'many weathers' wildly comes
In hail and snow and rain and threatning hums
And floods: while often at his cottage door
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[This is my Italian translation of a poem by Negar Gorji
see her page:
http: //www.poemhunter.com/poem/solitude-209/]
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Come Back To Me! ! ! (written in 2003)
Ever since you have left me
I feel a sudden low in my destiny...
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Their playing my tune, like flying me back home to my silvery moon,
Showing off with its white eerie glimmer,
I'm sitting on its very edge, highlighted by its vain shimmer,
Searching for fun waiting for the morning sun,
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No breath of air to break the wave
That rolls below the Athenian's grave,
That tomb which, gleaming o'er the cliff
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Feeling fine one day,
next day struck by illness,
feeling like you will never dance again,
when sweet health again returns,
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Large in frame and singing it's own windsong
Of lonliness, I see Destiny flowing,
And tinged blue. While billowing among
Shadows, strange whisperings start, below
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Magic happens when were together,
Like wind and rain on our windowpane,
The sound of our sweet love,
Coming from the mystery of the skies above,
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Compression of bodies pushing forward in the nightclub bar,
She is standing alone, just like another wallflower,
Wilting in the heat and dressed ever so neat,
With frizzy hair that can't be tamed,
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A Fragment of a Turkish Tale
The tale which these disjointed fragments present, is founded upon circumstances now less common in the East than formerly; either because the ladies are more circumspect than in the 'olden time', or because the Christians have better fortune, or less enterprise. The story, when entire, contained the adventures of a female slave, who was thrown, in the Mussulman manner, into the sea for infidelity, and avenged by a young Venetian, her lover, at the time the Seven Islands were possessed by the Republic of Venice, and soon after the Arnauts were beaten back from the Morea, which they had ravaged for some time subsequent to the Russian invasion. The desertion of the Mainotes on being refused the plunder of Misitra, led to the abandonment of that enterprise, and to the desolation of the Morea,during which the cruelty exercised on all sides was unparalleled even in the annals of the faithful.
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Nothing but a faraway
Gaze
Breaking through my morning
Haze
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Leaves ready to fall
...........................now redden and blush.
Demur in change,
.....................they know October's here.
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Loneliness-Fourth year
Sunday,25th July 2021
It shall soon be the fourth year
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He was a fallen star to a fairy-land,
Caged by the shadow of lonliness
Where he yelled for light in his mind
To break the veil of strangeness,
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I'm alone again
Like the forest silent
My hands are empty
Like the hands of autumnal trees
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O, the shining star of my night
Thou breakest my lonliness
With thy caressing light,
When I bemuse here in darkness.
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Hearts sing long heavy melodies
When hurt presses salt to their core.
Lonliness pushes more thorns, corrosive
And guilt-edged, then, defensively,
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when its lonesome
its alone
perhaps
i live in a cage
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I am captured here
behind velvet walls,
winging birds outside the window.
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strong harsh words,
16 penny nails driven
by a big hammer....
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Come, take my hand
as we dance within walls
pitch black with lonliness,
to a deafening tune
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Last night I had a scare
and woke up finding it reality
That your beautiful warmth
is not with me anymore.
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This poem is dedicated to ALL THE LONELY PEOPLE. It is also dedicated to those who are not lonely but crave THE SOUND OF SILENCE in a World where CHURCH BELLS have been replaced by DECIBELS!
I am never really alone in the 21st Century
Consequently I am a stranger to solitude.
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I know it was a dream but still it felt so real.
My dad was right here next to me, his arms I can still feel.
He asked me how I'm coping and if I felt alright.
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The trees wave in true pleasure
As the breeze kisses in full measure
Calling us to be together
Making lovely world ever after.
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Where this place called 'LONELY STREET'..! ! !
I am lukin for dizz lonely street,
I hve a sad, sad tale to tell,
Need a break, and go to hell....
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I'll not ever know
why your heart turned;
why that door closed.
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Used and abandoned, ill sit in this chair
And cry my tears softly so no one can hear
Tired of bein used and hurt beyond repair,
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There is beauty in the struggle
Don't let anyone tell you otherwise
I didn't see it in myself
But I've seen it in other's eyes
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Tucked in a valley, a long walk away
From dwellings or ice-cream selling, paradise
................lies hiding.
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Doubts
The running race goes on and on
Day and night with sun and moon
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Shes so lonely without a companion
crying out in the streets at night
waiting to get a lovely buddy
only for thte moon to hear.
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Two days of stark
on a wide, wide sea.
Into bleak horizons
the ship sailed free.
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From deep blue mood
of try-and-try-again
daytime behaviour,
I sink in relief
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He came to your vale as a cool breeze
And those sad stories he whispered,
In your ear were all about his life
That loser admitted all his helplessness
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Sometimes I wonder if you feel it;
the residue of the love we shared
that's left in your bed;
if its fingers go through your body
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I remain embraced within the locked wings
Of my Beloved Master.
Held in the arms of Christ
throughout this lifetime disaster,
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I wish I knew an angel with a warm and tender soul.
One to send Uriah so his heart could then feel whole.
He's such a sweet romantic and he knows just what to say.
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Thick and warm, midnight
Admonishes souls
With tight reins.
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Billowing and suffocating,
there it was- so many
treading and tearing it apart.
The black hole.
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In a long set of hearts,
only the minority settels.
Few get proper starts,
but all get endless battels.
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You know so well that you are so bad...
Sometimes you make me smile, sometimes you make me cry
Sometimes you make me strong and sometimes you make me kneel
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I love you like a lover
But, in search of you,
I am a pilgrim
But, not beyond reach, are you?
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It engulfs me in it's cold embrace,
My soul, my very being cosumed by despair,
Silence beckons me into the abyss,
Lost and alone I wander aimlessly,
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sitting next to you,
your driving me home.
you were my first love,
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See, I knew I was no good without you, here I am alone again
Sitting by the fire lonely, keeping company with paper and pen
Thinking of you, wanting to enjoy your company and incredible smile
Endulging in your awesome body, enjoying kisses for the longest while
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Patches lived and patches died
Her life was not in vain, as penniless
as a pauper, her wealth of gold
lied within her heart
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You were the path of my darkness fallen lonliness
By the ignited lamp of love inside me,
I travelled within her soul
Eyes absorbed eveything outside me
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Tender is the setting sun,
It's golden glow,
That soothes my mind,
Knowing your the only one,
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Pain and Anger are the things
In which is flowing through my veins
Knowing that I am forever
Trapped in this endles web of game
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Pain... is that what i feel when you are away?
-the prick, the ache and the thorn in my heart?
Come-Soothe me.
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Expand my chest I got a breath
A rose protruding in it
Let me say goodby to my lonliness
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Alone in the lonliness
Waiting for a love that will never come
That sorrow I will forever feel
That kiss I will forever hope
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Grey is a mind-map, sleep too
Is weak when it dreams gigantic
Lonliness, creating traps,
Covering moods with fine fabric
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i heard your soul whimper
from across the miles,
in the dead of night,
when you thought no one cared.
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All alone the weary heart weeps in the corner of the courtyard
Misses the mesmerizing moments which have left now the tears of torment
The love was a lie or perhaps a never realized mystery
The days of happiness and hues have become the rotten pages of history
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Her tale is really a very unhappy one
She married a Captain hoping to have fun
She wanted to discover the world with him
Instead of which she only saw the ocean
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I've known you for long and agree he's gone tooo far
U R if u truly believe inside ur a STAR
Ur heart is soft, and all u wanted was a loving man
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who is lonliness?
do you know him?
I do..
he is a close friend of mine..
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i know that it feels like
that we are surrounded by,
almost engulfed by, ignorance...
it never fails to amaze me
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I was thrown away to fend for myself in the stars unknown. Yet, there is no light there. You promised that eternity would not tear us apart. Yet, here I am, uncared for. I wanted to share my being with you. Yet, time after time, you refused me. Maybe I need you too much. Maybe you are my survival. I don't know why I still want you.
The light of the full moon is dull, for your face is not there to emphasise it. The glory of the sun is gone in waste, for you are not there to reflect it. You say it is only a matter of time. I ask, what is time? What is meaning in this world now.
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The lonliness of the night,
Is matched by the emptiness of my bed.
The emptiness of my heart,
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I dance alone in the shadows
My feet barely touching the ground
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It's twisted I know
But true
I can only feel love when i'm dreaming it through
While this rose that burdens me
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lonliness...
the soul cried out for
the presence of god,
even while held in the womb!
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lonliness...
feels like,
the train passing,
middle of the night,
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who am i then?
is there nothing left?
the splintered leg
of the coffee table,
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Screaming inside,
The pain I hide,
Is eating away at my heart,
I can't shake this off,
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beneath the sky, someone is
craving for one
sitting besides the river,
someone is longing for one
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^^He dances round the fire,
in the dead of night,
when he thinks theres noone watching,
when he thinks hes out of sight.
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No muses need apply.
There are no vacancies.
The muse pool is brimming
With metaphors:
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This night is so desperate
like my woeful heart
Oh, this lonliness killing me alive
But it's so hard to get true love
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The feeling that builds
inside her body, her
soul, her mind.
where does it come from?
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A single tear
frozen in time
poised to fall
Captured emotion, is all
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Sometime I'm quiet
Sometimes I'm bold
Sometimes I feel young
Sometimes I feel old
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Her life dangles
on a string
connected to others
that make her heart sing
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Scarlet flames the sunset in the early autumn twilight,
like a canopy of fire streaked with gold'
I sit gazing at this beautiful, awe inspiring sight,
as so many have before me, in days of eons old
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My ears I strained, did I hear a knock?
Oh! There it was again, did I hear someone call?
My ears peered, did I see someone come?
I turned the door knob,
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Unaware-underwater
Spurting bubbles, spurting
Innocence.
Remember temptation?
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I left behind a past of worries.
Many mistakes, and many stories.
I left behind a younger world of fury.
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10 steps to greatness
10 steps to pain
10 steps to glory
10 steps to fame
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Seasons ov mist begun
All hope
So fragile but somberly
Is gone.
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How i wish you didnt
have to leave in a few days
leaving my life so empty
i'll be all alone here
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Your soul is bleeding
from everything decieving
and now your life is burning
with all the pain you feel inside
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Insanity, Insomnia, Lonliness..et al;
My heartfelt thanks for you all,
You are the creator and curator of art;
The art that which heals my heart.
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I sit here waiting for someone to speak
hours later it seems
no-one is interested in me
'cause without a partner you're not worth talking to
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Within my sadness and lonliness,
I dwell on the heartache in my chest.
I can hear the footsteps echo in my mind -
as if they tap against my spine.
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Little bird spread its wings
looking at the horizon
wanting eagerly to touch
the blue's of the sky.
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I know I want to write
Of something not so right
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beneath the sky, someone is craving for one
sitting besides the river, someone is longing for one
within the day, within the night, all aware
stars are in dilemma, whom I am searching for
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Life has betrayed me
Past was filled with agony
Present is killing
and future is waiting! ! !
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